http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/ .|* Andrea *|. Mon, 05 Jul 2004 12:30:05 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2004. http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/archive/14.html Mon, 05 Jul 2004 20:27:57 GMT i honestly don't know why i was looking forward to this summer so much. overall, it just has totally sucked. for the most part, i've just been sitting at home, doing absolutely nothing, which is bad b/c it makes me just sit & think about all the messed up shit. i can't take this anymore ugh i just hate it. i dont know what to do!!! i hate myself for totally ruining a friendship b/c of my stupid lies and i hate how i trust & forgive people way too easily, and give myself away to fast. i need help from someone.. ugh i just DONT know what the hell to do w/ my FUCKED UP LIFE... (more) http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/comments?id=14 http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/archive/13.html Sat, 26 Jun 2004 01:58:03 GMT so chris says he still misses me and loves me. and i miss him so much..and need him so much!! x0x <33 http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/comments?id=13 http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/archive/12.html Tue, 22 Jun 2004 21:22:10 GMT ugh i hate this! i just hate love in general b/c in the end..i always end up hurt somehow, someway. right now im just looking back on the past, and i miss it so much. i miss him so much, and i'm not talking about chris. see the truth is..i gave my heart away along time ago, and i never really got all of it back. this person still has my heart, and for whatever reason i cant and wont let go. i know i should, b/c this person was so mean to me, said so much about me, and treated me like shit. but honestly, what cant i just let him go? see, when i went out with chris..i still had a lot of... (more) http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/comments?id=12 http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/archive/11.html Tue, 22 Jun 2004 00:39:42 GMT so im back. i got back yesterday but i didnt feel like writing. heres about my days!~ so on friday we left around 10:30, and got to orlando at around 12:30. we ate at Chilis. my mom and i split this lettuce wrap things--wow it was SO good! i didnt get dessert b/c i wanted to save that for dinner tonight. so we got to the hotel, and we just kinda chilled and did nothing. then at like 6 we had dinner reservations at an italian restaurant called Palios. aww i looked adorable let me tell ya! i had on a white skirt outlined in pink, a pink spaghetti strap, and light pink steve madden heels!... (more) http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/comments?id=11 http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/archive/10.html Fri, 18 Jun 2004 00:11:46 GMT well um yea guys are so frikken gay. ok on monday i was at the mall, and for the first time in a week chris called. he asked if i wanted to go meet up at the beach with him on tuesday. so of course i go, and was he there? NOPE! but i went with colleen and we met some people. matt lanni & his friend jeff came and hung out with us for awhile then drove us to colleen's. my mom picked us up at around 5, and when we got home we had to get ready for tony's baseball game. we were late, but oh well. after his game we went out to eat with his friend john at steak n shake. aww i missed tony i... (more) http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/comments?id=10 http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/archive/9.html Sun, 13 Jun 2004 23:19:57 GMT 1. Name: Andrea 2. Your age: 15 3. Birthday: December 12, 1988 4. Zodiac sign: sagitarious 5. Eye color: brown 6. Hair color: brown/blonde 7. Hair Length: long 8. Height: 5'5 9. What state do you live in: Florida 10. What town: st.pete 11. Where you born there, if not where: yep 12. If you had been born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name have been: Justin 13. Would you name a child of yours after yourself: no 14. If you would switch names with one of your friend who's would it be: Ashlynn 15. What's one thing about you that makes you unique: like... (more) http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/comments?id=9 http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/archive/8.html Sun, 13 Jun 2004 17:45:57 GMT so yesterday=international mall. i didnt get too much. i got a shirt from bebe and shorts and a shirt from abercrombie. its still all good though. lol i saw joey shank. he talked to me for like 3 seconds cuz he was running somewhere cuz he had to do something for his job. me and my mom ate at the cheesecake factory. it was pretty good. wow omg i got the chocolate godiva cheesecake, and omg it was SO good. it probably made me gain a couple pounds lol. but anyway, my mom and i were talking and we both decided that we both miss chris. i really do miss him a lot.. but what am i supposed to do?... (more) http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/comments?id=8 http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/archive/6.html Thu, 10 Jun 2004 21:07:05 GMT for whatever reason, i was really looking forward to summer 04. well, turns out, a week in a half into it i get dumped. yea..so much for a great start off to my summer. well, i was thinking, and theres gotta be a reason of why i was looking so forward to this summer. hopefully that means this summer will be great, and i really hope it is, but right now its not looking too good. sweetsummer04 please just get better.. i feel so empty. i feel like someones torn apart of me out. i'm just not me. i'm crying-- sad. depressed. not wanting to do the usual things i do. i just don't... (more) http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/comments?id=6 http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/archive/5.html Thu, 10 Jun 2004 00:11:51 GMT im single. 4/9/04 ~ 6/6/04 ...i miss you... so chris called me at like 10:30.he didn't sound normal, and i could tell something was up. then he told me something terrible that happened, and he said he couldn't handle a girlfriend. i was holding back my tears, but eventually they bursted out and he's like "are u ok?" and i'm like yea i'll be fine, and yea def. a lie. gosh.. i just don't even know. and like that whole day i had this really weird feeling like i was going to be single, and i was getting weird vibes. come to find out that i got dumped. anyway, i cried the whole entire... (more) http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/comments?id=5 http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/archive/4.html Sun, 06 Jun 2004 04:23:21 GMT last night= baywalk with StEpHiE! we met up with natalie, ashley, andrea, kyle, brad, patrick, mark, adam, eric, justin, eric c..and some other people..i'm def forgetting some names! oh and i saw mack freaking VoLk! in his pink shirt of course lol..gosh he cracks me up. we saw harry potter -- it was SO long! i also hung out with joe and i saw brett, but he didn't talk to me cuz he was with his g/f. omg and i saw jacob! i havent seen him in forever, and i guess i didn't notice him when i walked by, and when i saw him hes like "i was trying to get ur attention!!" lol..we go waaay back! -->... (more) http://pinkx0xlove.blogdrive.com/comments?id=4