so yesterday=international mall. i didnt get too much. i got a shirt from bebe and shorts and a shirt from abercrombie. its still all good though. lol i saw joey shank. he talked to me for like 3 seconds cuz he was running somewhere cuz he had to do something for his job. me and my mom ate at the cheesecake factory. it was pretty good. wow omg i got the chocolate godiva cheesecake, and omg it was SO good. it probably made me gain a couple pounds lol. but anyway, my mom and i were talking and we both decided that we both miss chris. i really do miss him a lot.. but what am i supposed to do? there isnt anything i can do. i havent talked to him since last monday, and i know i wont be able to for awhile because hes leaving on like thursday or something for his cruise. oh well.. :(

people seem to find trust in me..why? nooo idea.. but i guess thats a good thing.
and i hope im not leading someone on?
cuz i mean hes my friend and all, but i dont want to lead him on because i dont like him like that.
ahh :(
heather called me last night. we used to be like best friends.
til kristina fisher((now SENIOR )) came along.. w/e
matt lanni and i got into a fight.
i watched cabin fever last night, and let me tell ya thats some freaky stuff!

on friday i leave to go to orlando til monday. seriously, vacation is all i need right now. just time to get my mind off of all the stuff thats happened in these past few months.