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for whatever reason, i was really looking forward to summer 04. well, turns out, a week in a half into it i get dumped. yea..so much for a great start off to my summer. well, i was thinking, and theres gotta be a reason of why i was looking so forward to this summer. hopefully that means this summer will be great, and i really hope it is, but right now its not looking too good. sweetsummer⁰⁴ please just get better..

i feel so empty.

i feel like someones torn apart of me out.
i'm just not me.
i'm crying--
sad.
depressed.
not wanting to do the usual things i do.
i just don't know.

wanna hear something weird? well, around 1:00 today, my cell phone rang, and it had an 813 area code. thats the area code from tampa (( where chris lives )) and i picked it up, and i heard like a backround, and the backround sounded like the times i would always talk to chris, and then they just hung up. weird. i'm not getting my hopes up or anything, because all im doing is setting myself up to get hurt... MORE.