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4/9/04 ~ 6/6/04
...i miss you... so chris called me at like 10:30.he didn't sound normal, and i could tell something was up. then he told me something terrible that happened, and he said he couldn't handle a girlfriend. i was holding back my tears, but eventually they bursted out and he's like "are u ok?" and i'm like yea i'll be fine, and yea def. a lie. gosh.. i just don't even know. and like that whole day i had this really weird feeling like i was going to be single, and i was getting weird vibes. come to find out that i got dumped. anyway, i cried the whole entire rest of the night, and cried all monday. it was horrible. he called me on monday, and said he'd call me back, and still to this day hasn't. i guess in a way it's kinda good we broke up, but i miss him SO much. i mean, i was and still am confused about a million things. ugh..i just don't know anymore. help me.... |
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